ever-changing....

Everyday is a new challenge, a new something that I have to get use to.  Like for example, the picture below:

My friend Victor thought it would be so cool to take a picture of use "3 stooges" the other day at work.  I was a little hesitant because I don't show my uncovered head outside of the house.  But he talked me into it. And then I found it on facebook!! To my surprise, everyone loved it and thought it was so funny (not me of course).
But, it is my ever-changing head as seen above. It is very hard for me to get use to it.  My head stays cold most of time, feels like felt now, and fuzz is attracted to it.  It seems that this little last bit of hair is hanging on for dear life to my scalp!!
But all I have to say is my friends are wonderful, my family is great, and my husband is the best!  From them, I feel so beautiful, not anxious, and so accepted.  They help me stay positive when I am feeling down and negative. I am laughing, smiling, and feeling awesome on my most "feeling sorry for myself, let's have a pity party" days.
So I just want to say THANK YOU to every one for helping me get through this.
I am going to try my wigs out Wednesday with my mom when we go shopping at the wigs shops. I am still not a fan of them, but dad says he likes them.  So I will give them a try.
I have one more week of feeling normal before I have another big chemo on Sept 11th.  So the countdown starts.
One good thing about not having hair, It is raining, pouring rain today as I get ready for work, and guess what, I don't have to worry about my hair!! HA, that's to all you girls out there right now who are envious of me right now!!
So this is for you to ponder:
1Peter 4:10 "Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others, as faithful stewards of God's grace in its various forms."
Thank you for sharing your gifts with me.
Love to all