I guess if I have to psychoanalyze myself, it could be fear of this new experience, or just me not wanting to know or expose something else that I need to "fix". I have a pretty good life, actually, my life is amazing. I have a great family and amazing husband and kids. I couldn't ask for better love and support than I already have. So why do I need this?
I guess I need to have a visit with them to figure it all out. So, I PROMISE, I will call next week! (Maybe..)
So I thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. I am doing well for now and getting over this hurdle. God is by my side!
Psalm 18:1-5
“I love you, Lord, my strength.
“The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
“I called to the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and I have been saved from my enemies. The cords of death entangled me; the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me. The cords of the grave coiled around me; the snares of death confronted me.”
Love to all,