Time to reset. I don't know what to do. I drive past the hospital where I have worked for the last 15 years, see a helicopter take off and remember those days. Wait! It has only been 2 days! Man, I didn't realize how hard it is to start over. To leave people I have worked with for a long time. How there is a missing piece in my heart right now. I know it will get better and I will have new experiences. And don't get me wrong, I am looking forward to those!
BUT....just saying. I am not sure what to do. I am used to having 50+emails a day and now I am not getting anything, maybe 2 today! Not complaining about it, just not sure what to do with that. Trying to separate from my phone because my job had me connected to it. It is just so WEIRD.
As I sit here typing, I can't help but smile. I am listening to my music, watching my dog Riley "GUARDING" the house from the mail-person. Life is Good. Peace. That is something I have not felt in a long time and you know what? It feels good.
I am thankful for all the wonderful times with my work family over the years. Am I going to miss them...heck yeah. But I am happy. I still worry about what I was in charge of each day, because we (our unit) worked so hard to get where we are at. I just want that to continue. And I life this up to God in prayer for each and every person I worked with and for the unit. I have to let go.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18: "Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
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